After I relate and notice with straight guys and women, it makes me feel as gay life sometimes is suck due to I understand the situation, feeling and mood of both sexes. I give the reason why the gay guy feels blue and lonely , notice from myself and friends below;
1) Strong and Fragile – Sometimes, I’m so manly, I can punch on anyone’s faces and can their asses as a boy while I’m so emotional and drama as a girl.
2) Take Care – That one may be different. In my experience, I’m often cancelled appointment in the air. One night, I was appointed to dated with a guy. I was on the taxi. We had kept sending the massage. When I was in his hotel. The guy apologized and asked me to go back home at 11.15 pm. If I was a girl, this situation rare occurred because a girl is weakness than a man.
3) Guys – Damn… I see a lot of Asian, Black, Latino and White guys on the street, young and handsome face, sexy chest and ass but I can’t say ” Hi ” or need to know them although as a friend. They are a pussy lover while I’m a cock lover.
4) Relation – I notice that relation between the straight couple is easier and longer than the gay guy. My bro broke my girl’s friend’s heart. She felt upset in few days before got the new one easier than me. I think, it’s natural instinct that the guy should be a playboy. It makes the gay lifestyle is harder although I see a lot of sweet gay couple ( except the open relation one ).
5) Career – The woman’s life must be easier than the gay guy. If they got a nice one, married , having babies and become a housewife. The gay guy can’t do that, the most gay guys go working. I rare hear any stories of the gay guy except Master and Slave stories which needs a gay guy to be a housewife.
6) Fear – I’m 28 years old and I fear to be alone in 3o years old. It might be a woman problem but i take it to be my problem. Now, I’m young, energy and beautiful. My skin, body and everything must change in the older age. I not often see any guys need to date with over 30 years old in This country.
7) Unhappy – I can say, I jealous a straight couple as least a straight friends. They have more choices and brave to chose their own way although I have kept teaching them about seducing and bitchy for keeping the relation.
8) Social Network – Social Network makes us rave and go too far from the relation. It’s different from 10 years ago which we rare had any social network. We contacted on the email and msn only. I feel the social network comes to put over passion until we think only about sex and fun much more than the serious relation.
Finally, I’m single and imagined to find a guy as Adam Levine.. LOL